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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    4:07 pm
    @@@@@Kill the radio! It was too lateThe left
    @@@@@Kill the radio! It was too
    lateThe left door of the chapel opened and the silhouetted figure of a man walked out into the
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    169
    floodlit corridor of colored lightsHe was young, muscular and blond, with blunt features and rigid
    postureWas the Jackal training someone else to take his place?
    “Come with me, please,” said the blond man, his French gentle but icily commanding“You,”
    he added, addressing the old man in the tan gabardine suitAt the slightest
    sound, fire your gun
    Jason watched helplessly as Fontaine was escorted through the door of the chapelFrom the
    pocket of his jacket there was an eruption of static followed by a snap; the Frenchman’s radio had
    been found and destroyedYet something was wrong, off center, out of balance—or perhaps too
    symmetricalIt made no sense for Carlos to use the location of a failed trap a second time, no sense
    at all! The appearance of the brother of Fontaine’s wife was an exceptional move, worthy of the
    Jackal, a truly unexpected move within the swirling winds of confusion, but not this, not again
    Tranquility Inn’s superfluous chapelIt was too orderly, too repetitive, too obvious
    And therefore right? considered BourneWas it the illogical logic of the assassin who had
    eluded a hundred special branches of the international intelligence community for nearly thirty
    years? “He wouldn’t do that—it’s crazy!” “Oh, yes, he might because he knows we think it’s
    crazy Was the Jackal in the chapel or wasn’t he? If not, where was he? Where had he set his trap?
    The lethal chess game was not only supremely intricate, it was sublimely intimateOthers might
    die, but only one of them would liveIt was the only way it could endDeath to the seller of death
    or death to the challenger, one seeking the preservation of a legend, the other seeking the
    preservation of his family and himselfCarlos had the advantage; ultimately he would risk
    everything, for, as Fontaine revealed, he was a dying man and he did not careBourne had
    everything to live for, a middle-aged hunter whose life was indelibly marked, split in two by the
    death of a vaguely remembered wife and children long ago in far-off CambodiaIt could not, would
    not, happen again!
    Jason slid down off the coastal wall to the slanting precipice at its baseHe crawled forward to
    the two former commandos and whispered, “They’ve taken Fontaine inside
    “Where is the guard?” asked the man nearest Bourne, confusion and anger in his whisper“I
    myself placed him here with specific instructionsNo one was permitted inside
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    4:11 pm
    @@@@@I'll stay with your dog while you do Monica
    @@@@@I'll stay with your dog while you do
    Monica looked at me with eyes that were more than
    grief-stricken, more than shocked
    I knew that look wellI'd seen it often in my own
    mirror"Do you promise? Big swear? Mother's
    name?"
    "Big swear, mother's name
    She went with her mother, casting one more look
    back over her shoulder and uttering one more
    bereft wail before starting up the steps to her
    houseI knelt beside Gandalf, holding onto the
    Hummer's fender and going down as I always did,
    painfully and listing severely to the left, trying
    to keep my right knee from bending any more than
    it absolutely had toStill, I voiced my own
    little cry of pain, and I wondered if I'd be able
    to get up again without helpIt might not be
    forthcoming from MrsFevereau; she walked over to
    the lefthand side of the street with her legs
    stiff and wide apart, then bent at the waist as if
    bowing to royalty, and vomited in the gutterShe
    45
    held the hand with the cigarette in it off to one
    side as she did it
    I turned my attention to GandalfHe had been
    struck in the hindquartersHis spine was crushed
    Blood and shit oozed sluggishly from between his
    broken rear legsHis eyes turned up to me and in
    them I saw a horrible expression of hopeHis
    tongue crept out and licked my inner left wrist
    His tongue was dry as carpet, and coldGandalf
    was going to die, but maybe not soon enough
    Monica would come out again soon, and I didn't
    want him alive to lick her wrist when she did
    I understood what I had to doThere was no one to
    see me do itMonica and her mother were insideFevereau's back was still turnedIf others
    on this little stub of street had come to their
    windows (or out on their lawns), the Hummer
    blocked their view of me sitting beside the dog
    with my bad right leg awkwardly outstretche
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    4:14 pm
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    Ian paused to lean down and pull me quickly up into his armsI gasped as the movement
    tugged at my sideJared didn't free my handMy fingertips were turning red
    “–she's actually had enough top chanel exercise for one day, I thinkYou go on ahead to the kitchen
    They stared at each other while my fingertips turned purple
    “I can carry her,” Jared finally said in a low voice
    “Can you?” Ian challengedHe held me out, away from his body
    Jared stared at my face for a long minuteThen he sighed silver chanel and dropped my hand
    Ow, that hurts!Melanie complainedShe was referring to the sudden lance of pain that shot
    through my chest, not the return of blood to my fingersWhat do you want me to do about it?
    He's not yours
    “I think I'll tag along,” Jared said as Ian, with a tiny, gucci women watches triumphant smile hovering around the
    edges of his mouth, turned and headed toward the exit“There's something I want to discuss
    with you
    Jared didn't discuss anything at all as we walked through the dark tunnelHe was so quiet, I
    wasn't sure he was still thereBut when we broke out into the deville watch light of the cornfield again, he
    was right beside us
    He didn't speak until we were through the big plaza–until there was no one around but the
    three of us
    “What's your take on Kyle?” he asked Ian“He prides himself on being a man of his wordUsually, I would trust a promise
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    4:15 pm
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    Dove looked at him, tried another gambit"Say, I was thinking before, Hearn, is your father's name William?"
    "Yeah
    "We had a William Hearn who was a Deke about twenty-five years ago; could it be him?"
    Hearn shook his head"Hell, no, my father can't even read or writeAll he can do is sign checks"Wait a moment," Conn said, "Bill Hearn, louis vuitton logo Bill Hearn, by God, I know him, has some factories in the Middlewest, Indiana, Illinois, Minnesota?"
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    "Sure," Conn said, "Bill HearnYou look like him, come to think of itI met him when I was out of the Army in 'thirty-seven, organizing the stock for a couple of companiesHis father would throw back his straight black hair, and clap Conn on the back with one of his meaty moist louis vuitton multicolore hands"Hell you say, man," he could hear his father booming, "either you throw your goods on the table, and we talk a little turkey, or you can admit you're just a goddam fraud" -- then the twinkle, the charm -- "and we can just get potted together, which is what the hell we want to do in the first place But, no, Conn wasn't right; Conn didn't quite fit it
    "I saw his picture in the papers about a month cheap gucci agoHave about ten papers sent to me regularlyI can see your old man's putting on a little weight
    "Keeping about even, I guess He had been sick in the past three years and was down to almost the normal weight for a man his sizeConn didn't know his fatherConn wasn't even a first sergeant in 'thirty-sevenYou didn't quit the Army to organize companies when you were a staff sergeantAbruptly Hearn watches gucci realized that Conn had not whored with Generals Caldwell and Simmons in Washington, oh, possibly once he'd had a drink with them, or more likely he'd served under them as a noncom before the war but the whole thing was pathetic, and a little disgustingConn, the big operatorEven now the watery sagging eyes, the paunch, the mottled bulbous nose, were staring at him with sinceritySure he knew Bill purse louis vuitton Hear
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    4:06 pm
    @@@@@ The breeze lifting the loose tendrils of
    @@@@@ The breeze lifting the loose tendrils of hair at
    her temples was deliciousSuddenly she was gripped by a terrible
    longing for TaraShe'd be able to sleep there with the spring-laden
    wind, bringing the smell of the warming earth into her bedroomColleton will be able to start at least three more houses
    once this weather gets the frost out of the ground, but he'll never do
    it unless I nag him into it
    I've never known such a picky man in all my lifeEverything has to be
    just soHe'll wait till the ground's warm enough to dig to China and
    find no frostSuppose she went for just a few days? A few days
    wouldn't make that much difference, would it? Scarlett remembered
    Ashley's pallor and dejected slump at the Carnival Ball, and she made
    a
    small sound of disappointmentShe wouldn't be able to relax at Tara
    if she did goShe sent Pansy with a message to Elias to bring the
    carriage aroundShe had to go find Joe ColletonThat evening, as if
    to reward her for doing her duty, the doorbell sounded just after
    darkness fell"Scarlett, honey," Tony Fontaine called out when the
    butler let him in, "an old friend needs a room for the night, will you
    be merciful?"
    "Tony!" Scarlett ran from the sitting room to embrace himHe
    dropped
    hisluggage, caught her in his arms for a hug"Great God Almighty,
    Scarlett, you've done real well for yourself," he said"I thought
    some fool had given me directions to a hotel when I saw this big
    place He looked at the ornate chandelier, flocked velvet wallpaper,
    and massive gilt mirrors in the entrance hall, then grinned at her
    "No wonder you married that Charlestonian instead of waiting for me
    Where is Rhett? I'd like to meet the man who got my girl Cold
    fingers of fear traced Scarlett's spineHad Suellen told the
    Fontaines anything? "Rhett's in South America," she said brightly,
    "can
    you imagine such a thing? Gracious peace, I thought missionaries
    were
    the only people who ever went to such an outlandish place!" Tony
    laughedI'm sorry to miss seeing him, but it's good luck
    for meI'll have you all to myselfHow about a drink for a thirsty
    man?" He didn't know Rhett had left, she was sure of it"I think a
    visit from you calls for champag
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    4:06 pm
    @@@@@How does that grab you, MrAttorney?” “It’s
    @@@@@How does that grab you, MrAttorney?”
    “It’s certainly unique,” replied the guest slowly, studying the capo supremo“His files, of
    course, would be infinitely preferable
    “Yeah, well, like I say, we’re working on that, but it’ll take timeThis is now, immediatoHe’ll
    be in Pennsylvania in a couple of hoursYou want to deal? You and me?”
    “Over what? Something you don’t have and may never get?”
    “Hey, come on, what do you think I am?”
    “I’m sure you don’t want to hear that—”
    “Cut the crapSay in a day or so, maybe a week, we meet, and I give you a list of names I think
    you might be interested in, all of which we got information on—let’s say information not readily
    availableYou pick one or two or maybe none, what can you lose? We’re talkin’ spitballs anyway,
    ’cause the deal’s between you and me onlyNo one else is involved except my specialist and his
    assistant who don’t know you and you don’t know them
    “A side arrangement, as it were?”
    “Not as it were, like it isDepending on the information, I’ll figure out the chargeIt may only
    be a thou or two, or it may go to twenty, or it may be gratis, who knows? I’d be fair because I want
    your business, capisce?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    214
    “It’s very interesting
    “You know what my specialist says? He says we could start our own cottage industry, he called
    itSnatch a dozen shrinks, all with heavy government connections, like in the Senate or even the
    White House—”
    “I understand fully,” interrupted the attorney, getting to his feet, “but my time’s upBring me
    a list, Louis The guest walked toward the short marble foyer
    “No fancy attaché case, Signor Avvocato?” said the capo, rising from the couch
    “And upset the not so delicate mechanisms in your doorway?”
    “Hey, it’s a violent world out there
    “I wouldn’t know about that
    The Wall Street attorney left, and at the sound of the closing door, Louis rushed across the room
    to the inlaid Queen Anne desk and virtually pounced on the ivory French telephone—as usual,
    tipping over the tall thin instrument twice before securing the stem with one hand while dialing
    with the other“Fucking swish horn!” he mumbled“Goddamned fairy decorator! Mario?”
    “Hello, Lou,” said the pleasant voice in New Rochelle“I’ll bet you called to wish Anthony a
    happy birthday, huh?”
    “Who?”
    “My kid, Antho
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    4:10 pm
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    I plan to glide back I extended my arms to
    demonstrate
    She snorted, started toward the house again, then
    paused as a point of light heliographed in our
    direction from the southThe
    two specks were down there
    "People," Ilse said, shading her eyesMy only black gucci watch neighbors, right nowAt
    least, I think so
    "Have you met them?"
    "NopeAll I know is that it's a man and a woman
    in a wheelchairI think she has her breakfast
    down by the water most daysI think the tray is
    the glinty thing
    "You should get yourself a golf cartThen Cartier Watches Tortue you
    could buzz down and say hi
    "Eventually I'll walk down and say hi," I said
    "No golf cart for the kidKamen said to set
    goals, and I'm setting em
    "You didn't need a shrink to tell you about
    setting goals, Daddy," she said, still peering
    south"Which house Tiffany Necklace do they belong to? The big one
    that looks like a rancho in a western movie?"
    148
    "I'm pretty sure, yes
    "And no one else lives here?"
    "Not nowJack says there are folks who rent some
    of the other houses in January and February, but
    for now I guess it's just cartier watch replica me and themThe rest of
    the island is pure botanical pornography
    "My God, why?"
    "Haven't the slightest ideaI mean to find out -
    to try, anyway - but for now I'm still trying to
    get my feet under meAnd I mean that literally
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    4:15 pm
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    He needsmine, I realized
    Mel and I were both awestruck by the obviousness of this idea
    My stone lips cracked apart“Jamie needs real medicinesThe ones the souls haveWe need to
    get him those“We don't even know what those chanel handbags sale things do, how they work
    “Does it matter?” Some of Melanie's anger was seeping into my voiceI could feel Ian's eyes on me, too, and Kyle's, and all the rest in the room
    But I saw only Jared
    “We can't get 'em, Wanda,” Jeb said, quilted chanel bag his tone already one of defeat“We can only
    get into deserted placesThere's always a bunch of your kind in a hospitalTwenty-four hours a
    dayWe won't do Jamie any good if we get caught
    “Sure,” Kyle said in a hard voice“The rolex submariner replica centipedes will be only too happy to heal his body when
    they find us hereAnd make him one of themIs that what you're after?”
    I turned to glare at the big, sneering manMy body tensed and leaned forwardIan put his hand
    on my earring chanel shoulder as if he were holding me backI didn't think I would have made any aggressive
    move toward Kyle, but maybe I was wrongI was so far from my normal self
    When I spoke, my voice was dead even, no inflection“There has to be a gucci hobo handbag wa
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    4:15 pm
    @@@@@ He felt suddenly clammy, and with a rush
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    He felt suddenly clammy, and with a rush he began really to understand that his wife was deadHe felt an awful pain and longing which mounted in his chest until he began to weepThe sounds became noticeable to him after a minute or two, and he stopped, a little terrified, for they seemed remote from himIt was as if he had a coating of insulation about all his feelings, and the insulation could be shed for only a moment or two, before his pain drew it about him again
    He began to think of the dead soldiers in the draw, only his mind pictured Mary consecutively in each of the postures their bodies had assumedHe began to shiver again, and an intense feeling of horror and nausea and fear spread through himHe clenched the blanket in his hand and muttered without realizing what he said, "I ain't gone to confession for too long He became acutely conscious of the odor of his clothingI stink, I need a bath, he thoughtThe idea began to bother him, and he thought of going down to the stream and stripping his clothingHe got out of the tent and felt too weak to walk the hundred yards, so he stopped outside Red's tent and filled a helmet from a jerrican of waterWhen he set the helmet on the ground it tipped and the water slopped over his feetHe took off his shirt, filled the helmet again, and poured the water over his neckIt felt cold and jarring, and he shudderedWithout thinking, he put on his shirt again, and stumbled back to his tent, where he lay without thinking anything for half an hourThe heat of the sun was oppressive on the rubber fabric of the poncho, and he became drowsy, and slept at lastIn his slumber, his body would twitch from time to time


    The Time Machine:
    GALLAGHER
    THE REVOLUTIONARY REVERSED

    A short man with a bunched wiry body that gave the impression of being gnarled and sourHis face was small and ugly, pocked with the scars of a severe acne which had left his skin lumpy, spotted with swatches of purple-redPerhaps it was the color of his face, or it might have been the shape of his long Irish nose, which slanted resentfully to one side, but he always looked wrothYet he was only twenty-four

    In South Boston and Dorchester and Roxbury the gray wooden houses parade for miles in a file of drabness and desolation and wasteThe streetcars jangle through a wilderness of cobblestone and sapless wood; the brick is old and powders under your fingertips if you rub it vigorouslyAll colors are lost in the predominating gray; the faces of the people have assumed it at lastThere are no Jews or Italians or Irish -- their features have blurred in an anonymous mortar which has rendered them homogeneous and du
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    4:07 pm
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    servants-while always making it seem that the house, the garden, the
    kitchen, the servants ran themselves flawlessly while the lady of the
    house concentrated on matching colors of silk for her delicate
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    accomplished mistress at leisure in the drawing roomSomehow the
    ladies of the South did itEleanor soothed Scarlett with gentle words
    and fragrant tea, flattered Pauline by asking her opinion of the desk
    recently installed in the drawing room, diverted Eulalie with a plea to
    taste the pound cake and judge if the extract of vanilla bean was
    strong enoughShe also murmured to Manigo, her manservant, that
    her
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    things from her aunts' house to the big bedroom overlooking the
    garden
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    accomplished to move Scarlett without opposition, or injured feelings,
    or interruption to the even rhythm of the tranquil life under Eleanor
    Butler's roofScarlett felt like a girl again, safe from all harm,
    sheltered by a mother's all-powerful loveShe gazed at Eleanor
    through misted, admiring eyesThis was what she wanted to be, had
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    was
    a child, Mammy had described heaven to her as a land of clouds like
    big
    feather mattresses where angels rested, amusing themselves by
    looking
    down at the goings-on below through cracks in the skyEver since her
    mother died, Scarlett had had an uncomfortable childish conviction
    that
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    now, she promised her motherEleanor's affectionate welcome had,
    for
    the moment, erased all the fears and memories that filled her heart
    and
    mind when she saw the Yankee soldiersIt had even wiped out
    Scarlett's unacknowledged anxiety about her decision to follow Rhett
    to
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    4:07 pm
    @@@@@ Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    256
    “Bernardine!”
    “Mon Dieu, it is four o’clock in the morning, so I can assume you have something vital to tell
    this seventy-year-old man
    “I’ve got a problem
    “I think you have many problems, but I suppose it’s a minor distinctionWhat is it?”
    “I’m as close as I can be but I need an end man
    “Please speak clearer English, or if you will, far clearer FrenchIt must be an American term,
    this ‘end man But then you have so many esoteric phrasesI’m sure someone sits in Langley and
    thinks them up
    “Come on, I haven’t time for your bon mots
    “You come on, my friendI’m not trying to be clever, I’m trying to wake upThere, my feet
    are on the floor and a cigarette’s in my mouthNow, what is it?”
    “My access to the Jackal expects an Englishman to fly over from London this morning with two
    million eight hundred thousand francs—”
    “Far less than you have at your disposal, I assume,” interrupted Bernardine“The Banque
    Normandie was accommodating, was it not?”
    “VeryThe money’s there, and that Tabouri of yours is a beautHe tried to sell me real estate in
    Beirut
    “That Tabouri is a thief—but Beirut is interesting
    “I’m being watched, so I can’t go to the bank, and I don’t have any Englishman to bring what I
    can’t get to the Pont-Royal
    “That’s your problem?”
    “Yes
    “Are you willing to part with, say, fifty thousand francs?”
    “What for?”
    “Tabouri
    “You signed papers, of course
    “Sign another paper, handwritten by you and also signed, releasing the money to— Wait a
    moment, I must go to my desk There was silence on the line as Bernardine obviously went to
    another room in his flat; his voice returned
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    4:17 pm
    @@@@@ He dropped his hand again "I can't tell for
    @@@@@ He dropped his hand again
    "I can't tell for sureThese days I can't
    separate the truth from the wishful thinking He
    shook his head hard enough to make his hair fly,
    496
    then thumped his forehead with the heel of his
    hand
    "Easy for you to say He sat silent for a few
    moments, then picked the piece of breakfast pastry
    out of Elizabeth's hand and fed it to herWhen it
    was tucked safely away in her mouth, he turned to
    me"Would you mind her while I go get something?"
    "Happy to
    He jogged up the boardwalk and I was left with
    ElizabethI tried feeding her one of the
    remaining pieces of breakfast pastry and she
    nibbled it out of my hand, bringing back a
    fleeting recollection of a rabbit I'd had when I
    was seven or eightHitchens had been its name,
    although I no longer knew why - memory's a funny
    thing, isn't it? Her lips were toothless and soft,
    but not unpleasantI stroked the side of her head,
    where her white hair - wiry, rather coarse - was
    pulled back toward a bunIt occurred to me that
    Wireman must comb that hair each morning, and make
    that bunThat Wireman must have dressed her this
    morning, including diapers, for surely she wasn't
    continent when she was like thisI wondered if he
    497
    thought of Esmeralda when he pinned the pins or
    secured the tiesI wondered if he thought of
    Julia when he made the bun
    I picked up another piece of breakfast pastryShe
    opened her mouth obediently for it"What's in the red picnic basket,
    Elizabeth? The one in the attic?"
    She seemed to thinkThen: "Any old
    pipe-dip"Any old pipedip
    Adie wantsIt was a
    startling, witchlike soundI fed her the rest of
    her breakfast pastry, piece by piece, and asked no
    more questions
    xiv
    When Wireman returned, he had a microcassette
    recorder"I hate to ask you
    to put that contract on tape, but I have t
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    4:14 pm
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    @@@@@Their faces felt swathed in velvet, and the air they breathed was superheated, without refreshment, a combustible mixture which seemed to explode in their chestsThey shambled along, their heads lolling, sobbing loudly with rending sounds which lacerated their throatsAfter hours of this they were men walking through flame
    They carted Wilson as if they were wrestling with a stone, struggling forward with agony for fifty yards or a hundred or even two hundred, with the hasty scrambling motions of laborers moving a piano, and then they would set him down, and remain swaying on their feet, their shoulders heaving for the air they could not find under the leaden arch of the skyIn a minute, afraid to rest, feeling anchored to him, they would pick up the litter and labor forward for another short increment over the endless green and yellow hillsOn the upslopes they would bog down, remain holding him for seconds, their legs incapable of climbing any farther, and then they would strain upward again, advance a few more feet, and stand watching each other
    And in the places where they went downhill their thighs would quiver with the effort it took to brake themselves from dropping into a full run, and the muscles in their calves and around their shins would knot painfully, tempting them to stumble and lie motionless in the grass without moving for the rest of the day
    Wilson was conscious and in painEvery time they jolted him he would groan, and he was continually thrashing about on the litter, disturbing the balance and making them stumbleFrom time to time he would curse at them, and they writhed under itHis screams and shouts flicked through the layers of heat that played over them, goaded them on for a few additional yards
    "Goddammit, you men, Ah been watchin' ya, why in the hell cain't you treat a wounded man proper, jus' shakin' me up an' knockin' all the pus around inside, Stanley, you been doin' it jus' to give me the misery, Ah think it's a pretty low mean old thing jus' treatin' a buddy like this His voice would become thin, querulousEvery now and then he would scream from a sudden bump From pain, from the heat, he would blubber like a child"Ah wouldn' do to you like you been doin' to me He would lie back, his mouth open, his breath stirring in the arid cave of his throat like steam vibrating out of the spout of a kettle"Aw, men, take it easy, sonofabitch, men, take it easy
    "We're doin' what we can," Brown would croak
    "You men are actin' pretty piss-poorWilson ain't gonna forget
    And they would labor for another hundred yards, set him down, and gaze stupidly at each other
    Wilson's wound was throbbing painfullyThe muscles in his stomach were sore and exhausted from fighting against the pain, and a dry fever had settled in his bodyUnder the sun all his limbs had become leaden and aching, his chest and throat congested, completely
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    4:42 pm
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    I turned my back on her and headed for my apartment with long strides that would force her to
    run if she wanted to keep up
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    4:18 pm
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    Emery! That's Tessie, her eyes dark in her chinapale
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    Emery, hurry! That's Laura, with her dripping
    white hands held out to him and her lank curls
    pasted against her white cheeks
    He cries I'm coming, girls! Hold on!
    Splashing toward them, now up to his shins, now
    his knees
    He cries Fight it! as though they are doing
    anything but standing there in water that is only
    thigh-deep on them, although he's now up to his
    own thighs and he's six feet and two inches tall
    The water of the Gulf - still chilly in mid-April
    - is up to his chest when he reaches them, when he
    reaches out to them, and when they seize him with
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    hands should be; by the time he's close enough to
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    undertow turning first to yells of protest and
    then to screams of horror, but by then it is far
    too lateThe screams do not last long, in any
    caseTheir small hands have become cold claws
    digging deep into his flesh as they pull him
    deeper, and the water fills his mouth, drowning
    his screamsHe sees the ship against the last
    cold ashes of the sunset, and - how did he not see
    it before? how did he not know? - realizes it is a
    hulk, a plague ship, a deathshipSomething is
    waiting for him there, something in a shroud, and
    he would scream if he could, but now the water
    fills his eyes and there are other hands, ones
    that feel like nothing but stripped radiations of
    bone, closing around his anklesA talon pulls off
    a shoe, then tweaks a toeas if it means to
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    as he drowns
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    Someone was yelling in the darkIt sounded like
    Make him stop screamingThen there was a flat
    hard whacking sound and the dark lit up deep red,
    first on one side, then in the backThe red
    rolled toward the front of the darkness like a
    cloud of blood in water
    "You hit him too hard," someone saidWas that
    Jack?
    "Boss? Hey, boss!" Somebody was shaking me, so I
    still had a bodyProbably that was goodJack who? I could get it, but I had to
    think side
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
    4:18 pm
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    “Bertram,” said Henry Crawford, “I shall make a point of coming
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    Jane Austen
    purpose to encourage a young beginnerWhen is it to be? Miss
    Price, will not you join me in encouraging your cousin? Will not
    you engage to attend with your eyes steadily fixed on him the whole
    time—as I shall do—not to lose a word; or only looking off just to
    note down any sentence preeminently beautiful? We will provide
    ourselves with tablets and a pencilWhen will it be? You must preach
    at Mansfield, you know, that Sir Thomas and Lady Bertram may
    hear you
    “I shall keep clear of you, Crawford, as long as I can,” said Edmund;
    “for you would be more likely to disconcert me, and I should be
    more sorry to see you trying at it than almost any other man
    “Will he not feel this?” thought Fanny“No, he can feel nothing
    as he ought
    The party being now all united, and the chief talkers attracting
    each other, she remained in tranquillity; and as a whist-table was
    formed after tea—formed really for the amusement of DrGrant,
    by his attentive wife, though it was not to be supposed so—and
    Miss Crawford took her harp, she had nothing to do but to listen;
    and her tranquillity remained undisturbed the rest of the evening,
    except when MrCrawford now and then addressed to her a question
    or observation, which she could not avoid answeringMiss
    Crawford was too much vexed by what had passed to be in a humour
    for anything but musicWith that she soothed herself and amused
    her friend
    The assurance of Edmund’s being so soon to take orders, coming
    upon her like a blow that had been suspended, and still hoped uncertain
    and at a distance, was felt with resentment and mortification
    She was very angry with himShe had thought her influence
    moreShe had begun to think of him; she felt that she had, with
    great regard, with almost decided intentions; but she would now
    meet him with his own cool feelingsIt was plain that he could have
    no serious views, no true attachment, by fixing himself in a situation
    which he must know she would never stoop toShe would
    learn to match him in his indifferenceShe would henceforth admit
    his attentions without any idea beyond immediate amusementIf
    he could so command his affections, hers should do her no harm
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    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XXIV
    HENRY CRAWFORD had quite made up his mind by the next morning
    to give another fortnight to Mansfield, and having sent for his
    hunters, and written a few lines of explanation to the Admiral, he
    looked round at his sister as he sealed and threw the letter from
    him, and seeing the coast clear of the rest of the family, said, with a
    smile, “And how do you think I mean to amuse myself, Mary, on
    the days that I do not hunt? I am grown too old to go out more than
    three times a week; but I have a plan for the intermediate days, and
    what do you think it is?”
    “To walk and ride with me, to be sure
    “Not exactly, though I shall be happy to do both, but that would
    be exercise only to my body, and I must take care of my mind
    Besides, that would be all recreation and indulgence, without the
    wholesome alloy of labour, and I do not like to eat the bread of
    idlenessNo, my plan is to make Fanny Price in love with me
    “Fanny Price! Nonsense! No,
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    4:09 pm
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    @@@@@The depression increased its
    business
    and its valueShe was sad about the storeIt was worth more for the
    land it was on than as a business; the new owners were going to tear
    it
    down and put up a building eight stories tallFive Points, at least,
    was still Five Points, depression or no depressionShe'd realized
    enough from those two sales to buy another fifty acres and put up
    another hundred houses on the edge of the cityThat would keep
    Ashley
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    other builders were starting to buy only from Ashley tooThey could
    trust him not to sell green lumber, something that couldn't be said for
    the other yards in AtlantaIt really looked as if he was going to be
    a success in spite of himselfAnd she was going to make a fortune
    Henry Hamilton was right about thatHer little houses sold as fast as
    they were finishedThey had made a profitShe was downright shocked when she saw how much
    money
    had accumulated in her bank accountEnough to cover all the
    expenses
    she'd been worried about at Ballyhara all these months with
    everything
    going out and so little coming inThe harvest
    would be all income, free and clear, plus provide seed for next year
    And the rent rolls from the town were bound to keep growingBefore
    she left, a cooper was asking about one of the empty cottages, and
    Colum said he had a tailor in mind for another
    She would have done the same thing even if she hadn't made so much
    money, but it was much easier to do since she hadThe builder was
    instructed to send all the future profits to Stephen O'Hara in
    SavannahHe'd have all the money he needed to carry out Colum's
    instructionsIt was funny about the Peachtree Street house, Scarlett
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